Oh man... Can I please just express to you how badly I hate night time?
Nights are nice. I like when it's dark outside. I like not having to stress about school or worrying if the missionaries are going to come over (no offense. I love you guys, but this research paper is due in 18 minutes). Night times are cool.
But dude... I hate that I can't sleep. Just can't do it. I can only sleep if I load up on sleeping pills, that's not normal. That's not okay.
I seriously just lay here and watch TV. I either watch the Outdoor Channel and want to go shoot my guns or bow... Or I watch the Food Network and get hungry as balls.
I thought if I warmed up a rice bag and snuggled with it, that would help.
Wrong.
Nothing helps.
Also, I get to go talk to a guy about a new job tomorrow... That's great. But dude.. With zero hours of sleep tonight... That makes me nervous.
Oh and I'm not sure how I feel about the fact that I'm going to be 21 in a few days. I don't particularly want to grow up.
And I really just want some Chinese or Mexican food right now.
So I guess it's either a frozen burrito or ramen noodles... Not exactly what I had in mind.
I hope you are sleeping like angels right now.
