I don't know how to spell chiauaua. Nonetheless, mine is muffing stuff up right now.
Like dude... Stop biting my chair. Stop biting my table. Stop biting my broom. Stop biting my bracelet. Stop biting my finger. Stop biting my rug. Stop biting my blanket. Stop biting my pillow pet. Stop biting my wall. Stop biting my flip flop. Stop biting your puppy pad. I buy you toys... I buy you food. And you still bite my things... Geez.
Also, she pees on her puppy pet. Great. That's great. Thank you.
THEN
She steps her happy ass off and shits on my floor. Like dude, I know you know to poop on your puppy pad. You're just being rude. She's trying to send me a message. It's going to be a power battle from here on out. I know it.
I wrote my final research paper on the legalization of recreational marijuana use. I think that whether you would smoke marijuana or not, it's kind of obvious that if alcohol and tobacco are legal, marijuana should be too. Maybe not. Just my opinion.
For that research paper, I had to do a re-purposing project.... so here is my poem about legalizing recreational marijuana use!
There's a lot to say about today... but I don't really know what they are.
It's like all my emotions and thoughts are floating around me, just out of reach. I can't quite grab them and get a hold of them.
I was 9 on September 11th, 2001. I knew what had happened that day, but I don't think I fully understood. I still don't fully understand. I don't understand how or why someone or some people could do what they did.
Today is a day that reminds me of that day. While the number of people who were injured or who died today is greatly smaller than the number of those on 9-11, the feeling is much the same. There was an act of terrorism on American soil.
While it's not certain who did it this time, it's an act of terrorism all the same. Whether it was by foreign terrorists or American terrorists, it was an act of terrorism and is not okay.
I wish I could explain how I feel right now. I wish I felt more than I did. My heart breaks for those affected, but I almost feel a kind of numbness. I want to put my headphones in and just lay in my room and forget the world right now.
I know I should feel angry, and I'm sure in time I will. But right now I just feel kind of blank. I don't know why I do, but I do.
I read a post on Facebook that really made a lot of sense to me.
It basically said that if you watch the video from 9-11 or from the Boston Marathon Bombing there's something you'll notice.
You'll notice people running toward the wreckage, toward the injured to try to help. While there are evil people in this world... there are also good people. I think there are more good people in the world than we notice.
When someone evil does something, we notice it. When someone shoots someone, we see it on the news. When someone robs a bank, we see it on the news. When someone commits almost any kind of crime, we see it on the news, read it in the newspaper or hear it on the radio.
How often does someone get noticed when they buy a meal for a homeless person? How often does someone get noticed when they take time out of their day to jump start a car or help change a tire in a parking lot? How often does someone get noticed when they do simple things like opening a door for a woman or picking up a toy for a kid who's mom didn't notice?
People do great things everyday. Sometimes it's big, sometimes it's small. In either case, it often times goes unnoticed to more than a few people. I do not think humanity is lost. I think the human race is full of amazing, loving people.
That being said, there are evil, awful people in this world. I hear stories almost everyday of people doing things that I honestly can't believe. I also hear stories of people who do things that seem like they are too good to be true.
The important thing is that the good people band together. It's amazing the good that can come from people. There is strength in numbers and unfortunately in today's society people think disagreeing makes people enemies.
People who are for gun control fight people who are for gun rights. Both parties want the same thing. To protect our people. Disagreeing on how to do so, doesn't mean we aren't trying to get the same thing accomplished. WE ARE ON THE SAME TEAM. Unfortunately people see people with different opinions as the enemy. Republicans want to fight democrats and democrats want to fight republicans.
We as Americans need to focus on one thing. We are all fighting for the same thing. We are on the same team. The good people in America, no matter what political party or religious belief, need to band together. More good will be accomplished by that than fighting amongst ourselves instead of fighting together against the bad people.
Oh man... Can I please just express to you how badly I hate night time?
Nights are nice. I like when it's dark outside. I like not having to stress about school or worrying if the missionaries are going to come over (no offense. I love you guys, but this research paper is due in 18 minutes). Night times are cool.
But dude... I hate that I can't sleep. Just can't do it. I can only sleep if I load up on sleeping pills, that's not normal. That's not okay.
I seriously just lay here and watch TV. I either watch the Outdoor Channel and want to go shoot my guns or bow... Or I watch the Food Network and get hungry as balls.
I thought if I warmed up a rice bag and snuggled with it, that would help.
Wrong.
Nothing helps.
Also, I get to go talk to a guy about a new job tomorrow... That's great. But dude.. With zero hours of sleep tonight... That makes me nervous.
Oh and I'm not sure how I feel about the fact that I'm going to be 21 in a few days. I don't particularly want to grow up.
And I really just want some Chinese or Mexican food right now.
So I guess it's either a frozen burrito or ramen noodles... Not exactly what I had in mind.
So I know I just posted about how people talk about the new year like there's going to be some huge change and I talked crap on that... But I guess I was wrong. 2013 has a lot of changes in store for me.
First off, I'm moving... tomorrow. This place has been my home for 5 months, and to most people that might seem like a lot... But for me, and how things have gone the past to years... It is.
Ashli and Mackenzie have taken me in and expected nothing in return. They have done more good for me than I will ever be able to repay. I'm really sad to be leaving, even though its only 10 minutes away and is for the best.
Another huge change is that I will be an adult in just over a month. People like to call themselves adults when they turn 18, myself included, but it's not true. When you turn 21 there's a lot more pressure and temptation. That's when you become an adult.
And lastly, my little brother and best friend will be leaving me for two years. I know it's going to be great for him and is what he needs to do, but it's going to be so hard for me. I try to be supportive, but I'm really not excited.
So... There's my new year for ya. Hopefully everything will go smoothly, but I'm quite nervous :/
I don't do this too often... But it's time for a celebrity blog post.
I actually this might be my first one.
I love Katy Perry. I love the shit out of Katy Perry. I also love Russell Brand. They were perfect for each other. It's sad as shit that they got divorced.
Whenever I think about them getting divorced... I get all teary eyes thinking about Emily and Jef with an f breaking up. I love those guys. She's hot and he's awesome. They were great.
I'm also sad about Justin and Selena.
Thanks Tim and Faith. At least some people stick together for me.
